I had fun playing wii with K's younger cousins.. all crowd in his room.. hahaha i don't know why but i seriously enjoy entertaining kids.. like telling them jokes and stories.. and it really made me happy when kids actually bug me to talk to them too.. hahaha think that dey are all damn cute!
:)

so, it was a random dinner with his family.. no special occasion.. but the dishes ordered was... yummmmmy. We had lobster congee and it had literally 2 lobsters in the pot ( it was my 1st time having it thou, tasted quite good! ) 2blackpepper crabs, veggies, fish, marinated chicken, Bamboo clams for each of us.. was about 10" long.. it was super yummy.. my favourite.. heheh!! my parents would often order that when we're at Jumbo restaurant.. its good. you should try it! Prices varies on the seasons.

Saturday was movie ( grown ups ) with friends and boyfriend. I seriously rate that show like *****, 5 stars.. hahaha K was like laughing his lungs throughout the movie.. hahaha i don't mind watching it again.. hehehe!! So anyway, sushi dinner with him before the show.. we ate alot alot.. omg... really.. 2 fat pigs. oh well, hahaha we should cut down on resaturants.. so far, we coffee-shopped only like less than 5 times. we need to change!!!

;9:56 AM

Its hard for guys to play the good guy all the time. when they tell we girls the truth, we will get all affected, and when they don't , we'll get upset with them. haha we girls are hard to understand but its probably because you guys are the causes of making us this way.


so i was talking to J the other day about everyone's having a boyfriend. And everyone of them has at least one issue about them that keeps us unhappy. Bad habits? Hot tempered? so, what's yours?

when i just think about K's bad habits..... he can be hot tempered at times.. due to friends, work , family..practically, his enviornment.

Thankfully, ive yet to experience the maximum. HEHE
Once again, Nobody's perfect. Its just like taking whatever things your bf did that made you upset, with a pinch of salt. Obviously, you do not expect him to be sweet 24/7 foreberrrr right? guys are human too. Its a give and take cycle.

okay back to bad habits. nothing major, he's just forever dilly-dallying .. idling in his room. i guess it must be his addiction in online gaming, always. he's just like a child at heart, serious at work but like a kid during his private time. And i believe in giving each other space to do whatever they want during free time..but not when i'm at home waiting for him right! :[

And then, when my name appears on his phone, he will most probably kan-jiong spider.. and before i could say anything, he will beat me to it and say "imma on my way now baby!!" (yah right, i know he's still in his room!!) .
I know this is him, so i seldom kick a fuss about it..

One more to it, he's always oversleeping..especially on sundays. Sometimes, i wish i was right there to kick his butt but yea, ive got no guts to enter his house without him.. i dread the stress level..maybe im just paranoid or smth but yea..... the routine goes like this...

(phone ringing....waited quite a while for him to pick it up )

k: *in a damn fake sober tone* HELLO BABY YESSS!!! (with a bit of husky sleepyness) me: you overslept right!!
k: no!! im awake ahhh
me: you DONT KAY KAY. okay im coming over now.. you better wake up!!!!!!!

(and then K fell back to sleep, and soon after i reached his gate, i called him)
me: sleep again right!
k: *laughs* sorrry la where are you? just dial the gate code ***** and come in ok?
me: no, i'm waiting at your gate for hours already you know!!
k: *climbed out to his window with the phone next to his ears* omgg sorry im coming down!

thats like the almost every sunday's routine for us.. but there's time when he will buy me breakfasts and surprised me when im still on my bed.... and when i asked for more, he will tell me "not too much, or you will be spoilt" i guess its true. haha, goodnights.

;11:13 AM

21 August 2010
Graduation ceremony.. well although not everyone close to me came, but i still wish them great success in everything they do.. I guess thats the classic line for every graduation ceremonies ive attended are pretty much the same.. smth that goes like "this is not the end but just the beginning for all of us.."

As i was seated down at the hall, i really wondered to myself.. what am I gonna be after I officially complete my final year in 2011.. what are my plans? What type of industry do I plan to go.. what type of career? Whats the future gonna be like? And the list goes on... i really wish i could fast forward time, to see all my friends entering the working life.. get married and start a family.. hahahaha and that pretty much means, going old too. Hmm

Well... pointless to think much too.. lets just all work hard and strive together now.. and take whatever we are doing, seriously. .

my baby could not make it to my graduation.. but its okay.. there's one more chance next year!! And he die die has to come.. its more important to me!! hehe

;9:48 AM

So i guess my Sunday was practically a super damn dramatic one. Really, no one expected this. And the whole situation was so damn screwed up that... we were both so damn stressed up and emotionally not right.

Cut long story short. Oreo ( one of my unicorn ) puked twice and it was really at the so god damn wrong time and at the wrong place!! Of all times, it was during a moment when we were being badly pushed for time. I was so desperate that i had to actually bribed the car washer at the petrol kiosk for double the price to clean one part of the car.

K and I trashed things out after we have settled the mess. Its was like the first time we actually talk it out face to face in a 'we-are-equal' kind of mentality. Instead of the usual me being the 'submissive girlfriend' i always used to be. This time round, we stood by the reasons of our actions,strongly.

Although, there were no shoutings or cryings, this was the first time the both of us 'fight' it out. Nevertheless, we kept our emotions in control after voicing it.. and reason things out together as one. Yea, he gave in to me eventually.. so i tend to think back, and im glad that we are always taking turns to give in to each other..

Hmm so well till now, I don't know if i should view this whole incident as a new experience in my relationship with ken. And i really do wish to know why God has to put us through this today.. it was so damn dramatic, one after the other. Its like really SUPER UNLUCKY DAY.
But whatever it is, i'm glad that we handled it well at the final call.

After my shower, K took me out for a happy meal and bought me a cake from secret receipe..heheheh good enough.. but sometimes i just feel so damn bad for making him feel guilty too.. hahahahaa okay la, i will still repeat those words again. BABY I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU CAN SEE THIS TOO. Muaks. Goooot nights! :)

;10:19 AM

I think time really flies.. it's gonna be my 6months with K soon.. and it really amazed me that we actually got along much smoother than ive expected.. I believe every couples do have their happy and low times too.. which couple doesn't bricker, quarrel or fight, right?

I guess K and I , we both just seldom have fights or arguments....(most probably cuz we are just too lazy to quarrel la, haha)

I guess we are not one that update the world everyday, hours and minutes on how madly we are in love and then hide those ugly times when no one's looking. But again. different people behave differently. So peace, okay? :)
This is my blog so i have every rights to get mushy in here.. but dere's a difference, this is a private page and not a public social network.. okk? hehehe!!

So anyway, K is not the kind that would log in fb often neither will he flood on my wall with all those mushy stuff, (although sometimes i would joke about wanting a mushy comment from him, HAHAHA) but i know one thing for true is that, he does that privately with me. And i guess thats good enough.. i prefer that way too.. its within the both of us. :)

Today, did a 'fast-fast chop-chop' shopping after his work.. i was hesitating with a few choices of bags at different shops... and while i was still roaming around in this particular shop ( i did not realize my bf went missing) .. he popped me a surprise.... with that bag.

Deep down in my heart before i was attached, ive always fantasized about "if only, if only a guy would do smth sweet for me..without me hinting for any.. " (please dont get me wrong, im not indicating that he has to buy for me. But what i meant was a random sweet surprise that caught me off guard)

The gift may not be in huge amount, but seriously its the thought and love in it.
Till then, i just know ive made the right choice and have never regretted having him in my life.
Here to say, I feel blessed that i have you, thank you momo. :) heart u many many!

;10:08 AM

Myself:
Well, to me.. i felt that sunday was a nice day for ken's sibilings and me. We headed to town to get a Gucci bag for their dad's birthday.. and then for icecream buffet.. we had alot of fun! :)

After dinner, K and I went to meet QQ and mich for the movie 'street dance' at TM.. nice movie.. it just motivate me to kick my ass, and continue my dance classes again.. hahaha but yea, after night movie we had supper at geylang! I swear i was damn bloated but that would not stop me from eating pig organ soup lah, seriously damn shiok!!
hehehhe.. soy bean milk.... ahhhhh im hungry again.

Boyfriend & Me
As usual, my saturday is all about meeting my boyfriend. Came over to K's place at night.. spend some time in the living room chit chatting with his grandparents, mum and lil cousin.. so the maids cooked for us, the Toh's house's speciality.. 'fish soup noodle/rice' i swear... in my 6months with him.. im always eating that..

(its just always so happen that his maids cook that everytime i settle my meal there.. and i was disturbing him.. if all 4 of his maids only know how to cook the same dish and he grows up eating that.. and he got irritated by me. hahahaha
you know me, i'm just joking.. but seriously, it tasted yummy.. so i don't mind eating it again..)

but anyway, his grandmother is a great cook! I dig her rice dumplings very much! :P

National day was another slacking day for the both of us too. Nua-ed at his place.. but this time.. i brought over my wii with new game that i bought.. and played with his younger cousins too.. with 4 controllers.. hahahaha more to come.. next week......

SCHOOL BLUESss
Alright, currently aint facing any school blues.. i'm finally heading back to school tmrw.. after a 3months break! Yes, im kinda excited.. cuz i can't wait to quickly finish it up and graduate with an Honors! And get a good job.. and get married soon after.. Also, i missed school too.. in a strange way lah. I bought a hello kitty note book today.. cost me 20sgd.. hehehe even my bf could not stand me.. my hp and everything is turning into HK soon.. and i was so tempted to get the HK skin for my wii and laptop keypad. hehehhee!!

okayy time for bed now.. shall upload soon.. and i hope for good classmates too.. another year to chiong!! I hope i can continue to do well. GOODNIGHTs byebye!!

oh yes, I HEART YOU BABY, THANK YOU FOR THE SWEETS FOR MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TMRW!! your the sweetest lah!! hehehehe chaoz

;10:00 AM

Plan A was supposed to head for Sentosa for tanning and beach games.. but due to the bad weather early in the morning, we girls decided to go ahead with Plan B.

Which is...... to my place for swimming, picnic, ktv/wii sessions and billard if we want too.. yes all at one place! hahaha Nevertheless, i still thank God for the awesome weather in the noon.. we had so much fun together.

;1:29 AM

Sometimes I just simply felt helpless when I can't seem to infuse my advices to you in times of troubles that you are facing. Whenever you nitpick to me about work, I tried my every best to give you the best words of comfort and even making sure I would say the right things to you.

*K and me, we are fine and we are not in a midst of any quarrels.*

You would often shut me up by turning up the volume of the music all the time. You told me, that would calm you down. I accept that but i guess you had no idea that I felt rejected by you. I know that I may not have been through as much as you and i'm naive in my suggestions.. but you never know that i am trying.

I'm definately not one that would just say "cheer up" , "don't think too much" or "tmrw will be a better day" . Because I find those words are effing futile. If such words could do wonder, I guess people wouldnt even need to rant it all out. I hate hearing such ineffectual phrases because people who said that to me are those that do not even bother to understand my situations and comfort me for the sake of it. I don't need that kind of attitude from people.

I really wonder what could I do to make you feel better. I got your favourite sweets and do up lil surprises to brighten up your day. I am trying baby, to do whatever thats within my means to ease your sadness.

Sorry, but I am your girlfriend and I can't just sit back and do nothing. I don't want to be those that's always receiving and never giving. You did so much for me and I never want to take you for granted. I just want to be there for you through bad times too.

Perhaps those words ive said seem like i'm nagging and I should only lend a listening ear. This abysmal feeling builds up only when this happens. We seldom have fights and we seriously have alot of happy good times together. I love you and I want you to know that I am here to support you in whatever you do.


Love,
your girlf.

;11:41 PM