when you are in love, you can't fall asleep.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Study week now, yeah and its already december.. it's the last month of the year.. and i really hope exams could quickly come and go. There's so many things ive not yet done. Shall commit to dance classes right after. that's like 1 of the thing im so lookin forward to now..
Still in the midst of christmas shopping for gifts.. and Part2 shall be continued after 10dec!! Which also means, i need to spend lesser on myself and more on others. ;)

So anyway, study date with mich for like 10hrs today okay that totally sounds crazy but its a fruitful meetup for me. Almost done with all my revision of the different modules.

Sometimes i would think back of my younger days.. how much i hated studying.. and my parents gotta nag at me for so damn many times.

And as i grow older, my love for studying has strangely grown since diploma days. I study and work on my projects for like an average of 6hours daily. Waking up as early as 9am if ive lotsa work to catch up and work till as late as 3am. So now, my parents will often bug me to take a break. They flood me w fruits, snacks, supplements to keep my healthy and also pay for my shopping therapy with bf/friends.I simply love my parents to the max!

Nevertheless, God is always good. Because i will focus on doing my best and He will do the rest for me. Thank Him for straight good results for the past 2years.. just hope for a good job after i graduate.. was talking to sweet today about our future plans.. haha

Passed mich her belated birthday pressize / advanced christmas gift today! Specially headed to Hello Kitty Shop in town.. cuz i know she loves HK just like I do!! And when she's happy = i'm happy too. Our friendship is already 9 years and counting.. one thing i will always keep to heart is her sincerity.. even when she doesnt know my boyf personally, she was the 1st one who called me up after reading my tweets on ken's latest accident a mth ago.. to others it may be just a phone call. To me, its like almost everything. :)

Last saturday was a random last min decision to head down, as late as 9pm..

and to my surprise, ken surprised me with a Fendi wallet in pink for my christmas pressie!!

love it much!! like it for a long long time already!! :D

and ah chew desserts after dinner and shopping.. hehe gluttons!

counting down.. 6dec is his birthdayyyyy.. and ive got his present readdy. hehe

okay thats all for now. goodnights!

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Monday, November 22, 2010

Finally had the time to blog again.. well, still in the midst of settling and handling up my projects one by one. So this week, I'm going to be cleared of all assignments and presentations. 2 more weeks before exams begin. As much as I wish to quickly get done and over with it, i dread the process of mugging hard. And with the funny screwed up exam time table which ends at 10pm and morning paper next day, i really wonder how am i going to manage then. Looks like I have to maximise my study week wisely.

One more sad thing is, my 1st paper falls one day after my boyf's birthday. And i could only celebrate it with him on sunday. :( to him birthdays are prolly no big deal, but not for me.

So my week was recently filled with laughters and tears. I became exceptionally sensitive and unable to control my emotions well many times. I often think alot, and when i said alot it reeaallly means, ALOT. I love how much whenever he hold my hands and meant every words he said. My heart listens.
Each time i rant, he's always there to bring me back to where we'd started. I love last minute icecream nights and hk cafe/popeye for supper, little things that made us happy. Its enough and i'm contented.

I just hope after my exams, I won't be so stressed up anymore and be the happier mich i used to be. I still love the sleepy boyf in my life. Looks like I would need to get started on my New Year Resolution 2011.. a list of it.. to be a nicer gf.. yeaaaaa hahahahaha

My mom felt my sadness, she actually bought me 150 pieces of facial masks for me. Crazy or what!! So happy hehehehehehhee ! She's so sweet!! okay time for bed. Have to start preparing exams notes tmrw..

ps: I bought 2 hermit crabs for ken a week ago.. now we own 3 of them now.. hehehehe my sis commented that we are weird having a hobby liddat. What is wrong!!!!!!!! They are cute ok. And we have spent like almost 400sgd on their habitat!! okay bye.

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Monday, November 15, 2010

"The best thing to give your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to your child, a good example; to a father, defence; to your mother, conduct that will make her proud of you; to yourself, respect; to all men, charity." - Benjamin Franklin

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Friday withnessed 2 wedding solemnisations.. one in the day and the other at evening. Happy for both of them.. and yea all the pictures are at my facebook. :)

313 for lunch today .. walked past this shop so I bought this Hello Kitty iphone casing today.. (like finally) becuz have been hesitating if i should have it G-masked or just get a bumper for it.. hehehe I like it! And i'm always bugging ken the same old question each time i passed by anything that has HK and asked, "nice anot? this or that one better?" and his reply will always be the same, "I don't fancy HK ahh......" so yea, no point to ask him bout anything that has to do it.. -.-'

So yea, we are still in the midst of hermit crabs hunting.. but the smaller ones are all currently out of stock.. and the bigger ones.. am afraid later 2 fatty bully the new lil comer which we bought last week.. haha so far both are still alive.. and we took it out for a stroll around Ken's room today.. and they can seriously crawl damn fast.. and they are so active.. which is a good thing! Hoping more to join the family sooon..

Next update, regards to the irresponsible lorry driver after the TP meetup earlier this week..yar, he can go on telling lies and twist the story upside down. TPs are not stupid in their investigations and they have seen many bullshitters like you. Hope everything will come to a pass quickly. (my boyf is still quite traumatized)

The previous car was so badly damaged that it has to be at the workshop for sometime (maybe months) So, ken's dad recently bought another exact A6 to replace the previous.. all becuz of a stupid incident that shouldnt have taken place and much money is wasted just like that.

The car was only 6mths old when it happened. Could see that he seems to prefer the same model except that its diff colour.. (its black now) and i think my boyf felt bad too.. so avoided driving the others and stick to the spare family car for now. And yes, last week was our 1st time taking public transport to town after months of dating. hehehehe but i honestly like it thou. I think its quite a sweet thing..I really missed old school days.. when you can share a seat with your partner.. sitting on a double decker bus.. cuddle under the cooling aircon during rainy days. :)

Yupp, next thing.. my boyf is having lots of school work to do ever since he started class.. quite hetic for him.. so many questions to do.. long hours in school.. and tiring day at work. I'm always supportive of him to continue his studies.. so I promised to be understanding.. reduced our meetups from 3-4times a week to twice now..

I know he can go through this! :)

okay shit, i just realized i havent do the additonal Powerpoint slides for one of my assignment yet. And presentation is dued this thursday. Lollllll. ahhh time for bed now.. will do it tmrw. Gooodnights.

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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

The day I extracted my wisdom tooth.. doctor said that he will remove the other 2 when the time is 'ripe' to reduce the traumatic impact. Talk about it, I was effing scared the moment I walked into the room..

Next thing i knew, he was holding onto a rather big syringe that looks like a pistol(its made of steel and not some plastic ones) .. I was petrified.. and trembled for a while.. cuz the pain in my mouth is already hurting alot and im told to scretch it wide. I was holding onto my dad's hand throughout the 5 jabs.. it was hell painful.. and if im not wrong, 1 of the jabs actually entered through the soft bone or smth which is at the back of the gum.

But after the 4th jab, half of my face was numb.. so couldnt feel any pain when he extracted it out.. everything happened quite fast.. about 30min? And i immediately felt much better after it.. x-tray showed that my nerves are located really near the tooth..so yea that explains all my sufferings.

And today, i accompanied the bride-to-be to run some errands for her wedding this week.. shopped for like 6hours today.. and then.. i regretted walking into Prada boutique.. really like this hotpink long wallet.. i was so tempted to get it..really brainwashed. And then i noticed something, both MiuMiu and Prada collections of wallets are so damn similar.. from colour to material to design just that the brand logo is different.. and MiuMiu is cheaper by about 200sgd?? I wonder if they are some sort of 'sister' brand or something..

but whatever it is, i just need to control and buy things that i really neeeeeed, i think? hehehehe okay shall head to bed now.. tomorrow is the day that im gonna skip lesson so that i can work on my remaining projects.

ehhh its 1230am already and my boyfr hasnt call.. guess he's fallen asleep already.. work and school must be tiring for him.. and yaaa, talk about the TP report, it's not settled yet.. everything will be known in months time.. super troublesome.. kk alright off to bed now!

goooodnights

;8:06 AM

Monday, November 8, 2010

Here's a few random updates:

Anticipating for tomorrow's round2 of wisdom tooth extraction at the hospital. So that everything is done once and for all. No more pain in the head, fever, swollen throat and painful neck anymore!!!!

The appointment is in the early morning but i'm still not asleep yet. Well, on the other hand i'm abit nervous.. quite scared when i think of it.. bloody mouth and literally few 'holes' in your gums.. and you have to avoid food like peanuts and stuff like tt.. In case it goes inside the hole..and then infection starts all over again. I just simply hate the taste of blood in my saliva and when your tongue touches that jelly slimmey feel of the gums.. totally disgusting.

Okay side track.
Lately, i'm too hooked on to my iphone apps ever since i took over this phone.. hahaha as much as i used to dislike iphone ( for being too common) but still, the games could very much kept me entertained..im always focusing on leveling up.. hahahaha addictive!!

Next, it would be ken's first day at schoool tomorrow. hehehe quite excited for him.. wonder how his classmates would be.. lol.. just hope he is able to focus despite all that shit.. wednesday.. just hoping for good news..

Adding on, ken and I are attending 2 diff weddings on friday.. quite interesting.. one is in the day and the other at night.. and i was just wondering, am i getting older or are they marrying young? I often daydream about myself.. getting married at the dream age of 25..

The Toh entire clan has been joking me about how long more to graduate from my studies.. and to the extend, his grandpa even told me to get married to his favourite grandson first and then continue later -.-'

His grandpa is like one of the coolest ah-gong Ive ever met.. he's friendly, tall, strong, healthy, smart, plays golf and his driving skills are good despite his age. I wish my boyf will be like him when he grows old.. old but charming still. hhehe!! ( I really hope these runs in his family genes, active and healthly!!)

So yah, i was saying my parents asked me when am I going to ballot for a house with K. And this is definately one thing which i nv expect my parents would say that to me.. cuz im like forever a kid in their eyes. :] so yea, sometimes wish i could fast forward time.. 2010 is ending.. which makes me 23 next year!! okay thats fast.

Time to sleep now!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, November 7, 2010

I almost lost my dearest boyf on a random saturday night due to a stupid accident that shouldnt have taken place.

It was quite a major one.. to the extend that both airbags came out, ambulances, police car and TPs. Everything happened because of an irresponsible lorry driver who had decided to take the risk by driving across the junction thinking he can make it, when my boyf was driving straight (green light all the way). Luckily, at a slow speed but that uncle should still wait and only cross when it's safe too.

Ken called me immediately and complaint that his chest hurts alot and his hand were numb. I was hell anxious and confused. I wanted to find out more from him, but he told me that he's on his way to the hospital. We talked for less than a min. I was feeling totally, like wtf?

So many things were running thru my mind at that time. And overflowing of emotions filled with sadness and guilt. Why guilt? Cuz few days ago we had a quarrel.. and i was telling myself, i will never be able to forgive myself if he leaves me just like that. But on the other hand, glad that we had already made things up together before all this happned.

Than i came to realize how much more he meant to me. Its just like a wakeup call.. it hit me real hard in the heart and mind. To remind you, always treasure your love ones and don't take every new day for granted.

I just hope everything will be fine after wednesday for TP to confirm the results on reports, cameras and investigations. What a stressful moment for him to go thru all these shit. I just hope that uncle will learn his lesson. And goodluck to his insurance premium..

I am glad to be given another chance to cherish him more. I promise i will be an even better girlfriend to him from today onwards. I love you baby.

ps: thank you to all those friends who showed concern.. ive never regretted having you all in my life..thanks for being there for me. I will always remember it in my heart. i love you all too. :)

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