I almost lost my dearest boyf on a random saturday night due to a stupid accident that shouldnt have taken place.

It was quite a major one.. to the extend that both airbags came out, ambulances, police car and TPs. Everything happened because of an irresponsible lorry driver who had decided to take the risk by driving across the junction thinking he can make it, when my boyf was driving straight (green light all the way). Luckily, at a slow speed but that uncle should still wait and only cross when it's safe too.

Ken called me immediately and complaint that his chest hurts alot and his hand were numb. I was hell anxious and confused. I wanted to find out more from him, but he told me that he's on his way to the hospital. We talked for less than a min. I was feeling totally, like wtf?

So many things were running thru my mind at that time. And overflowing of emotions filled with sadness and guilt. Why guilt? Cuz few days ago we had a quarrel.. and i was telling myself, i will never be able to forgive myself if he leaves me just like that. But on the other hand, glad that we had already made things up together before all this happned.

Than i came to realize how much more he meant to me. Its just like a wakeup call.. it hit me real hard in the heart and mind. To remind you, always treasure your love ones and don't take every new day for granted.

I just hope everything will be fine after wednesday for TP to confirm the results on reports, cameras and investigations. What a stressful moment for him to go thru all these shit. I just hope that uncle will learn his lesson. And goodluck to his insurance premium..

I am glad to be given another chance to cherish him more. I promise i will be an even better girlfriend to him from today onwards. I love you baby.